I have been writing since I was young and this blog is a compilation of all my writing. I started writing about disability a few years ago but since I was still looking for work did not want to overburden my personal blog with reasons for employees to not hire me!  At this point I have to admit I have enough problems and I’m old enough to see I’ll probably not get a job. So I’m refocusing this blog and starting to write about disablity and rare diseases in earnest.

I was told at age 55 that I had Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome. I was also told it wasn’t cureable or treatable and to go home and forget about it. 15 years later I’m still working on a real diagnosis! I also have been diagnosed with Mast Cell Activation Disease, mild autonomic neuropathy and Myasthenia Gravis, icing on the cake of rare disease!

My diagnostic journey took a major step up after getting into various Facebook groups a few years ago and I’ve started focusing on rare disease in general. Patients stories are the same, no matter the condition so a higher level look is warranted.

My articles have already been published on TheMighty.com and through that website, Yahoo.com has picked some up. I’ll keep writing – it’s what I do best when physically can’t do much!

The Latest Posts on Disability, Aging, Rare Disease

  • Ring, Ring – Who’s at Your Front Door?
    During Amazon Prime days, I bought a Ring doorbell cause it was $20 off. Great deal, huh? Only $69 on sale! (now on sale at $59) – clearance? Sigh. So buying the cheapest one is quite disappointing.
  • Hiding in the Open
    Painted lady hiding her face You get used to not talking about health problems when folks either don’t want to hear it or if they don’t believe you. Medical PTSD is real and many with lifelong chronic issues know exactly what I’m referring to. I no longer hide in the open. Is it too late? I’m definitely tired of it all. I hate baring my soul about this type of issue – it’s all about money now. Few realize how little we’ve managed to live on, now how little our retirement provides. I don’t want to announce we’re poor but we are. We get help with our drugs but are not miserably poor enough for more. And we have our pride. We’ve managed til now. Usually by simply doing without. I refuse to do without any longer. I refuse to be confined to my house. I refuse to withdraw from life.
  • Bye Bye Twitter?
    Mastodon IconIf you are like me, you depend on social media for a fair amount of social interaction and eavesdropping. The average social media user has no clue how important this is to the disabled/chronically ill community. With all the upheaval at Twitter, I’ve been thinking about adding new accounts such as Mastodon so I dug in over the weekend. And oof. It’s not for the faint at heart.
  • EDS, My Old Friend, Meet MG
    Delia, March 2021The Myasthenia Gravis has finally just disabled me. I’ve had issues for decades but this last decade has been hard. Now that I know I have MG, I also am aware that I’ve had it for at least 5 years and probably more. So instead of EDS driving my issues, it is obvious that the MG is ascendant.
  • Missing in Inaction
    The last few months have been a slow whirlwind for me – leading me to stop writing for a while. I’m still in early period of diagnosis of the Myasthenia Gravis, a rare neuromuscular autoimmune disease. Since my flare in October, my body has changed dramatically and figuring out what to do next has been a crazy making period for me. At least the diagnosis is confirmed and my neuro is trying to get approval for the next step treatment for me – IVIG. He says it make take 3 months to get it approved so I’m in a waiting pattern for now.
  • Rare Disease Commonalities and Next Steps
    It takes 6 years or more to get a diagnosis for rare conditions. I was 55 before my lifelong symptoms were identified as Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, a genetic malady that causes defective collagen. The interesting part of this is the commonalities I’ve noted in the rare disease groups. The main one is the journey to diagnosis and how emotionally exhausting and damaging it is. I started researching rare disease alone and found a couple of studies that prove to be apropos.
  • Part 3 of Medical PTSD – EDS & MG
    I have read so many horror tales in the Ehlers Danlos community. I attribute this problem to several factors. We spend so much time seeking diagnosis from multiple specialities. So many of us have medical PTSD – we are so used to not being believed. We are so complicated and rarely present the same as […]
  • Second Stage Disbelief
    Believe Me, continued. Second Stage Disbelief. I almost died. I certainly had gotten used to being brushed off and ignored by my doctors: I was still hoping for diagnosis and for docs who believed me. Well, they believed me all right. I opted for an ostomy. An ostomy for constipation. Wow! And it was the hardest decision I’ve ever made.
  • Believe me!
    Most everyone in the Ehlers-Danlos community has a story to tell about their medical PTSD. Watching the stories on the Facebook group for Myasthenia Gravis, I’ve realized it’s a rare disease phenomenon, not just us Zebras. If you’ve not experienced the kind of problems I’m talking about, count your self extremely fortunate.
  • Aging and EDS
    The last 5 years have aged me. You can now see it in my face. Many Ehlers-Danlos patients look way younger than their years and I was no exception. At 64 I could have passed for 55 easily. I have proof – a studio portrait taken for a book blurb in December of 2015. A few years later I had undergone five surgeries in 18 months and thought the death-dying deeds might be the cause of the dramatic change.